Not only will I try and be less afraid of things... but I will try and lower my defences. Do you know how hard that is going to be for me?

But it could be worth it... Just to get one Peter Pan kiss...

One of my defences is being crazy. Yes, I scare guys away. (Big Shock, I know!) (ps, check the sarcasm there)

I'm going to try and not do that so much. I'll need help, though. I don't know how to not have defences.

But I remember Mike, when we used to talk. And I would not hide. But I can't wear my heart on my sleeve. I just can't.

Karen, You said that certain movies influence you and stuff. Well, for every movie that some guy has broken some girl's heart... I guess that's mine. I can't get hurt if I don't try.

But... Trying... that's my goal this year. At least one of them. I going to try Trying. Big leap for me. But in small baby steps.

Me and Em were talking today, and we both got kinda sad about not having boyfriends (which is how we get when we talk about not having boyfriends.) She wants one guy, and I want... well... i guess... well, not any guy, but someone at least. And if any of my friends read this (which some of you might) it's not who you might think it is. It's not. He'll find sheep somewhere. And I'll find someone. Maybe...

But enough of all that sappy love talk.

I watched Hamlet today. No, not a boring dull one. A really funny bad one that Mike, Crow and Tom made fun of. So fuckin hilarious! Me and Maren watched part of it on tuesday or something, and I was crying i laughed so much, and I also strained my kidney! I STRAINED MY KIDNEY! and it was because i was laughing sooooo much.

Losertes, Craplet

But it's cherry flavoured kid poison. He should like it

there are other funny comments. you just have to watch it to really get it. So fuckin hilarious!